Why does my heart shatter at odd hours? It’s like I become crazy once the clock strikes midnight. Or maybe I become sane and realize all my wrong doings? Christ. I need someone to relate to. I need someone… Maybe I just need drugs for fucksake.

I need to save myself.

It’s crazy how something so wonderful can end so quickly. And to lose everything you once had with someone and to unfortunately be nothing more than strangers to one another is what is most heartbreaking. But time does its healing, you just have to really hang in there and be patient. Because someday you’re going to find your perfect person that fits not all, but most (or a good equivalent) of your “standards.”

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I’ve resorted to being heartless so I’d be able to use my heart less and I’ve been loveless as a feeble attempt to love less.

For a while, I enjoyed the climb. But the sudden drop that followed was so fast, I could not even get a grasp of what the fuck was happening. I can still feel myself tumbling down this bottomless pit. This needs to stop.